Sorry you had to come all the way here.
No, it's, uh... nothing...
My name is Kasuga!
Nice to meet you.
Please, come upstairs.
Nanako.
A friend of yours brought today's handouts.
Kasuga!
Why?
Like I said, he brought the handouts.
Come in.
Please make yourself at home.
Thanks.
Thank you.
Saeki is wetter than an otter's pocket.
Um...
How's your cold?
Um...
So!
Kinoshita told me that... uh...
That you were crying yesterday.
Is something wrong?
Did something bad happen?
If I can do anything for you, please tell me!
Anything!
Kasuga.
Sit here.
Please.
We said we'd build a relationship, right?
What do you think that means?
Aku no Hana
episode seven (thirteen total)
mitsumeau no wa sukoshi tereru
I'm too shy to look you in the eye
ashita wo matteiru
I'll do that tomorrow
hitoribocchi wa kowai kara yakusoku shiyou
I don't want to be alone, so promise me you'll stay with me
kagami-awase no sugata konna konna ni natteyuku
I can't believe what I'm starting to see in the mirror
mada minu hontou no sugata tsukuridasu pazuru mitai da
I see my true self, a puzzle others can solve yet
kisuru toki doushite
Why do I look forward to it?
Tell me the truth about yourself, Kasuga.
I'm scum.
I'm a piece of shit.
Write.
Write!
I want to be normal!
Our contract time is over.
Don't talk to me again.
kotte tsumi saku hana wa mitsu no aji
The flowers of sin that call to me taste like honey
sakanaide hana aku no tsubomi wo tsugu
Don't bloom, or you'll join their evil roots
hirahira ochiru hanabira no you ni hitori ni shinaide
Don't leave me alone like falling blossoms
sukoshi torimidashiteshimaimashita
I don't think I have it under control anymore
What do you think that means?
Kasuga.
If you're hiding something, now's the time to tell me.
Hiding something?
Why are you asking that?
I...
I'm weak.
My parents, my teachers, and my friends always tell me that I'm strong.
But that's not the real me.
You told me of your feelings, and I was really happy then.
I thought that was amazing.
But I'm weak, so...
I started having doubts.
So...
Please tell me.
Tell me the truth about yourself, Kasuga.
The truth.
You deviant.
I...
I'm...
I'm not hiding anything.
Really?
Yeah.
Okay.
Thanks.
I trust you.
Look.
It's the book you gave me.
I started on it.
It's kind of hard to read.
You're pretty amazing.
But I'll stick it out and read it to the end.
I'll tell you my impressions then.
Here's to our relationship again.
Okay.
Sorry to intrude.
Thank you for bringing over the handouts.
—to fuck you!
I trust you that there's nothing between you and Nakamura.
Found you, Kasuga.
So? Gotten rid of another wall in your heart?
I...
I've...
I've added to my sins again.
She really trusts me...
Even someone like me...
And...
She's even reading The Flowers of Evil.
And I...
I keep trampling over her feelings.
I'm scum.
I'm a piece of shit.
Yup. Guess you are.
I can't tell her.
I just can't.
There's no way I could.
It's impossible.
Please,
Nakamura.
You're the only one I can ask.
Please tell Saeki I stole her gym clothes.
Please tell her what I'm like.
Nakamura!
That's so lame.
Fine.
I'll do it.
Meet me in front of the school's back gate at midnight.
Bring Saeki's gym clothes.
I love the way you look now.
See you at midnight.
Are my classmates sleeping in their beds now, warm and untroubled?
Why am I the only one wandering the streets, carrying this thing?
The moon looks so fat, it could crack open any minute.
Hey there, Kasuga.
This way.
Come on.
Where are we going?
Our classroom.
Why?
Come on in.
Um, Nakamura.
We'll be in deep shit if they find us.
What are you trying to do?
Shut the fuck up.
Kasuga.
Gimme Saeki's gym clothes.
Huh?
So basically, Kasuga,
you want me to tell Saeki that you're the crazy deviant who stole her gym clothes, right?
Not the "crazy deviant" part!
It's just that I...
You see, I can't bear the thought of hiding my sins from Saeki when I'm going out with her.
Why did we sneak into our school?
What's the point?
Come here.
What?
Write.
What?
Write it down.
Explain all you've done.
Write down that you stole Saeki Nanako's gym clothes.
Write down that you sniffed them and rubbed them on your skin.
Write down that you wore them on your date.
Write down that you're a fucked-up deviant who wore them even as you confessed to her.
Write down that it was you, Kasuga Takao.
If you leave the clothes here as well, she can see it tomorrow.
I didn't rub them against my skin!
I mean, aren't the others going to find out?!
No shit, Sherlock!
Hop to it!
Write it down! Get going!
No! This isn't what I wanted!
Don't be selfish now, Kasuga.
Only Saeki's supposed to know of your nice, clean confession?
Are you fucking kidding me?
And to top it off, you want me to tell her?
Life's not a bowl of cherries, you dishonest moron!
But... But...
But what? Huh?
No... No...
I just want to be someone who's worthy of her.
A good and honest person.
I want to be normal!
I'm disappointed.
So, in the end, you're the same as them.
When you talk, when you laugh, all that comes out is shit.
You huddle up like shit in a bowl.
Who likes who, who hates who...
I hope you all drop dead!
Just fucking disappear!
All you do is spew your stupid bullshit to hide the fact that all you want to do is fuck!
Baudelaire...
How many people are there in this town that have heard of you?
There's nowhere to go in this town.
Boring! Boring! Boring!
Whatever.
Do what you like.
Our contract is over.
Don't ever talk to me again.
Goodbye.
Nakamura!
Fuck!
Shit!
How's this?!
Saeki Nanako
saw
smelled
hiding that
deviant
Kasuga Takao
Kasuga
deviant
Takao
Is that all?
Tell them what you're really like.
Let them see how a piece of shit would live in here!
I...
More!
This isn't enough to satisfy me!
Shit!
You pieces of shit!
More!
Kasuga...
Deviant.
A few hours from now, the others will find the classroom.
Aren't you looking forward to that?
I'm worried!
Don't come to school again!
Why?
Can you stand up, Nanako?
Here's to our relationship again.
My normal life is over.
It was you, right?
Finally, one of your walls is gone.
Let's break up.
Oh, watch! Watch closely!
Oshimi Shuzou